Sikhandi

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May 13, 2026

My father and mother are afflicted with grief because of me. 

That Śikhandī was formerly a woman – perhaps you have heard of it. 

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He got up from his seat hissing like a huge serpent. Tigers among men. 

Death is certain for heroes that do not retreat.

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I am sad when I consider the uncertainties of this world. 

How can it happen that I shall win in battle, O God, woman as I am?

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She made up her mind to take her own life.

I have cautioned you… 

I am all alone and a mere stripling.

… and yet you do not control your speech.

Do not play the fool and throw away your life.

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The soul that lives in every human body is eternal and immortal. 

Be not afraid, O prince!

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It is both impious and shameful to beg from one’s enemies.

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Undiscovered in your house, like creatures living in the womb. 

Death himself has been born in the form of your son. Echoing like thunder… 

Renounce your anger. 

With burning resentment.

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Who that strikes is not struck in return? 

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Accept whatever you desire.

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Today that fool, like an uneducated and unmannerly fellow, walked out.

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This poem is composed of sentences from The Mahābhārata. Abbreviated translation. By Chakravarthi V. Narasimhan. New York: Columbia University Press 1998.

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